Digital Stitches

FUCK CALIFORNIA FITNESS

2009-02-27T23:17:00.002+08:00

ARGH!got a letter frm cali fitness demanding me to pay my outstanding fees.
OH my god.
told em lotsa times ive terminated bt they keep on bugging.
REGRETTED joinin em cos they cheat.
Lotsa complains bout em on th net.
Charging more than th supposed fee.
Extremely hard sales tactics.
Words cant express my Hatred against em.
CALI.F.
You guys suck.
Suck like fuck.
Money minded assholes.
I fuckin dont care if you guys wanna do whatever shits.
CB LA!
Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.
CALIFORNIA FITNESS SUCK!

Valentines Love.

2009-02-14T19:17:00.005+08:00

At zams place now & he's such a sweetheart. went his place at 5 & he prepared loveshapd hashbrowns n bread with chocolate..3 roses, 2 heartshaped candles.got a really nice notebook frm him.its pink with black velvet flowers:]Its blank inside. I FUCKIN LOVE IT!
I gave him a letter,with 35 stars representng our dating days, and candies + chocolate + Nuts all in a black painted coned bouquet:]
Th Best Valentines ever i can say.
ciao:]

AFTER EVERYTHING...

This is what i got frm him.
Wnt Marina at night to bowl with zam & his friends.
Didnt get to bowl coz we were on waiting list and they called up so late at 12.Gotta go home.
want a very good ending for vals day night coz i was pissed of ths girl who joind us.
like th 3rd party.she likd Zam 4 a long time & i figured th reason she didnt talk to me & gave tme this Fucked attitude cos she couldn stand th sight of seeing us tgthr. Zam & her'v been bestfriends. was getting on my nerves. So i went home.
Talkd to hanah love.
Hanah: Shes so not worthy to think abt.
Me: okay:]you made my night.See ya soon.WILD WILD WET aft ur godamn exams!!Bye love ya!

he knows il alwys log on his com. This was th first thing i saw:]

The black bouquet and letter's frm me:] Zam: Eidel ur so sweet!
Homemade candlelight lunch:]

Ma bought me ths white kebaya frm johor.very very nice:]
plus chicken floss buns which tastd like Mc chicken.was yummy.
texted Zam...dropped mum's phone when i fell asleep.
Ma: You drop my phone kan?!
me(Open my eyes): Aah.I guess so.
Ma: Give me back! Anything you hold jahanam ah.

Aah whatever lah.Zzzz.

No title:]

2009-02-12T20:23:00.004+08:00

Peeek!
back. long time no blog.Nth much happened.
Last Sat was ChilhoodMemory day. [7th feb]
Went back to my old Jurong Childhood place with Zam last Sat. Oh my gosh. My pri school, jurong town pri has been abandoned. Zam was th videoman..My old PAP. Tang dynasty's gone n my old fav tree me n my grndma used sit under after my kindergarden.Lots of memories there...Thank You zam for accompanyin me:]
After tht went vintage candy shopping..Bought thos ol'candies..
Aftr tht went Civic cntre to meet haikel n friends..Knockd my shoulder on e pole.Hurts fuck.
Saw didi.Said hi.
fagged fagged wth zam, yan n haikel n went home:

Th whole week was quite boring..School sucks nowdays n more pple gettin depressed..Poor lyn's depressd bout her hair, so i tried my best to help comfort her..Fahlyn, sad all.. sighs.Presented
lifeskills project w Sad on PETA,shwd them th videos of fur skinning and animal testing. one cried. Others were grossed.hah. at least it got their attention..

ooh. Got selected to go to simei on 18th. some global conference thing. These days im sick and tired of looking so so presentably' neat. like putting on my bow n tying hair neatly.
Cos its no use..no one's bothererd.sighs.
gonna meet hanah soon!Wild2 wet n seoul garden. miss her. havnt met up w lex n jo.oms meeting jo.
Shoots toms vals dae eve in school! boring..
sat's valentines day.Did sth for zam.Hope he likes it:]
out for nw. Im very bored!
x0x0 eelhsah.

:]

2009-02-05T11:18:00.004+08:00

At zam's place now Alone while he's workin. I skipped school coz its getting really boring. Not cos i hate school. Coz its ITE. and we're nt really studying. So we're just wasting time.
Just fagged.and Fagging nw.Yest was at Dover helpin out at their Grad ceremony. Boring. No cute boys:[So me & lin camwhred at e back of the auditorium.
OMG. we looked so much better plus kinkyer with ties instead of fucken bows:]
change that please!
Saw our new campus..all west merging.SAD. they're moving in when we graduate.
later. need some sleep now.

BadBad day

2009-01-21T22:50:00.004+08:00

Contd frm yest..
mum bought 2 Gb sd too, got cheated @ Robert Mobile Toa pyh.
costd her $20 bcks..Then went to som photoshop, Pricetag?$13.
she was cursing but she stopped.
Worse.. Found out tht they replacd her original nokia batteries w som fake cheap Chinamade ones and stole hers,
Curse NONSTOP.
as for me.
Stupid dealer who gave me my Sd card was SO So stupid.
He didnt format the Sd card.
meaning he gave me 2nd hand ones, found out when i checkd my photos at home.
So both me and mum were cursing..
Today she wet to Robertmobile to get her batts back.
They refused to admit, so police case alrdy. Go and die u fckin CB! Thats for treating my mum like a fuckin dumbo. She's not dumb, and way smarter than you Fat Idiot.
So in e end i got new sd cards, i think..

Today woke up at 7.
test at 8.
Was late, duh!
rushed.
Thought cab was faster..
Massive JAM at Pie.
Boarded cab AT 7.30.
reach at 9.
Fucked day cos........
Cab Fare: $32 fucking bucks.
can buy 4 Venti starbucks fraps, makeups frm bodyshop, 2 dresses, 2 starhub prepaid cards, i freshlook contacts, 4 KFC meals, 30 bubble teas, th list goes on......
an hour late for test, bt managd to cmplete it
IF ONLY I TOOK A FUCKN TRAIN.
55 cents, reach schl at 8.30.
CB!
plus bad headache in e morn.
took leave at 12.
went home.
Oh my god i gt selected for this babe N hunk contest for my class for Black valentines day.Hilarious'ness.
Hopefully i don fall off e stage.
played w baby and fell asleep.
Not forgetting an hour of admiring & exploring my phone+Camwhoring.
Met Zam, here i am nw at his place..He's pasting barcodes to design his locker.
And im msnin Ridwan frm Peirce:]
Hey Wan:]
Sorry this was 5 mins huh..
haha k il stop here
love love love love:]

Ye Ye!

2009-01-20T22:33:00.000+08:00

bought a new phone. sony erric T700.
not so new, not so old model.
but im happy coz my mum love got it for me:]
swweets:]
i was so fickle-minded,

Mum: Choose what phone you like lah
Me to MrYellowhairedmalewholookslikeamonkey: Hi can u recommened any phones with cybershot or cybersht( Not shit) quality pics, touchscreen if possible, with budget of course..300 below.
MrYellowhairedmalewholookslikeamonkey: O have have. This one ah. Good.
Me: Eh hows this phone?I like the T or C 900, touch screen.Ma,What you think?
Mum: I don know i don know.u choose.
it goes on and on..

kept on seeing new models...
so another hour of thinking Per /phone.
zam and mum accompanied me.
Course, they just stared at me while im goin crossed eyed.
got it at last;]
Total: $425= Phone+silliconcover+spare battery+desktopcharger+LCDprotector+Sdcard
aftr tht had dinner @ Fork&spoon.
i had beefnoodle:]
Went home.
Wasted so much time on phone, next day is my housekeepng test at 8.
Fuck sleep nw.

Reborn

2009-01-16T00:49:00.002+08:00

Im happy now.
Cos i met you.
It was random and unplanned.
But it was true.
Im always smiling, jumping around, everytime we'r gonna meet.
And i'l be giggling nonstop and gaze at you, when we see each other.
You NEVER fail to make me laugh.
Never fail to bring me joy.
Erased the crooked lines im following,
and make it straight.
Im so lucky to have you.
Erase the so.
Add the extremely.
Ive NEVER met someone like you.
The wheels in the bus go round and round....
love that song.
Only if you sing it:]
Im through with him, as everyone always wanted.
And i hope this makes you happy.
Valentines Day comin:]
Never got sick of you.
Tho we fight sometimes.
Oh comeon.
Part and parcel of life.
And i wish:]
[wishes]
you'l know soon.
You'r special. Always.
Love.Eidel.

Thank you.

2009-01-16T00:36:00.002+08:00

Thank you for all the pain you caused.
Thank you for the shits ive been through with an asshole called you.
Thank you for all the memories.
99.9% BAD.
1% GOOD?
Believe me, i can't rmb any good ones.
Just all those which you hurt me.
Mtherfuckin Abuser.
Thank you for making a fool of yourself, be it in public or private.
Thank you for tellin me to move on.
Cos I AM.
Thank you for being such a hypocrite.
Thank you for makin me realise that bowing to your feet is an OH-MY-GOD-WHAT-WAS-I-THINKING.
And believe me again, everyone says you look like an ugly monkey.
Thank you for makin me realise that you'r not worth to be with me..
AT ALL
Believe me again, you'r not that 'Hotstuff' after all.
Mezen+ hoe= PERFECT match.
You've got abs and a petite body for a guy, muscular here and there, is it?
So what?
Good luck in tryin to find som hoe to lick you from top to toe.
Good luck in tryin to get the 'Ex-Convict' label off your stupid head.
So much for claiming you've changed.
You'r OUT of my life, almost non existent.
You'r OUT of my mind, ever.
You'r OUT of my sight. Get Lost.

:]

2009-01-16T00:30:00.002+08:00

yeah..
long time no blog..
lotsa things happened.
im so stressed now..Just done with some stupid project.more to come.
Im startin afresh.Im movin on.
No more mezen or whatevr his name is. Course, i dlted his msn. Zam lectured me & made me realised tht he's e cause to all my problems.. why i Didnt do wel for O's, fucked rlationshp w my mum, friends.etc..Loong List.
You asshole.

Now im dating:]
yeah you know who:] so far so good, and im really happy and everyone's happy.
uhh.. Zam's payday comin soon and he wants to bring me out for shopping!
yesterday my class went to Science centre for this class trip.Sth like Amazing race. imagine running in heels.
Im so effin fucked now cos my mind's blank.
Toms fri and i have no plans.
Sat goin Nafa and lasalle's open house, then followin zam to his friend's chlet.
okay dats all.

Endless fun with lovers

2009-01-11T20:40:00.009+08:00

9th Jan

Hung out at lex's place..
had homemade sushi & salad.Yum..
Camwhored.
Theme: Porno
Picture blog:]
m lazy to blog...

I LOVE TODAY!

2009-01-10T21:32:00.002+08:00

Loved today cos i met Hanah love..
MISS her so so so much.
Went to Sentosa..Punishment for being late? Subway Lunch on me.
Orderd footlong sndwhich, 2 cookies & lemon tea.I lOVE SUBWAY COOKIES.So moist
Reached there at 5 & walked till we reach Siloso.Was crowded, weekends, duh. Laid my Coke Mat:] & hanah was starved. She's so much smaller than me yet she eats like a littl Pig.Oops sorry hanah.Camwhored nonstop.

PAEDOPHILE!!!
Otw to e waters, was this Russian guy who wantd to take a pic w me.hahah.He was freaky.He's a paedophile..CB.Guess he's gonna go back to Russia & tell pple, hey, this Bitch's one of my victim in SP.Anways, water was freezing cold, but eventually we went in. Hanah you can't swim???!!!She couldn float.Guess your cute bum's too heavy:] Mr perv kept followin us ard. He's like this hairy fat a**hole.

ENDLESS BITCHES BITCHING
back to e Mat, smoked.
Gossip gossip gossip, yeah.Endless Bitching. OMG LOVED HER Pink shades.
Stayed till ard 7ish when this grp of Malay guys apprchd us for a game of frisbee.
Ran into waters for a last night swim before changing for Songs of e Sea at 8.40.
Was late!!Basirun let us in for free eh..
Show was Good, not worth payin tho...

OUT OF E ISLAND
Out of Sentosa via Tram.
Met Zam At partview head to tong Seng for supper.had prawn noodles..ZAM"S TREAT!!
hanah love had Fishball mincd PORK NOODLE.haha.Jyeah right.
were talkin bout char kuey stuffed in Hanah's bum..She was e loudest to laugh.Crazy bitch.
Aftr that dcided on whtr to go Mustafa.Finally did anyway. 3 of us held hands like Kids,IM SO HAPPY! bestbestbestfriend on my left, love on my right:]

MUSTAFA MUSTAFA
While otw to Mustafa, saw lotsa Slippers lying ard tekka.
& this DIRTY BLACK FILLED WITH MUDDY WATER bathtub outside one of the shops. They bathed there eh?
Hanah couldn get in coz the sensors hated her. TEET TEET TEET
Finally.
I bought bangles!!12 for $3. yups.5 mins..nono..7 mins 1 bangle. 7 x 12???
Hanah was complainin NONSTOP cos she couldn find gold bangles & stuff here being expnsive, and her Victoria secret scent. Not frgetting. Zam was trying to get us out of there for being Girls.
Me: the red Colour Vict one is nice la..
Zam: Ya, its smells good..Just get it la.Hurry up
Hanah: Nice meh?? Cannot!! The Scent symbolises ourselves...I must smell nice!!
Me: Yuh...Eh.?Ok..(speechless)Hanah: AHHH!!!Why they don't have gold bangles!!...Bangles like these must be 5 bucks. If its 10 its nt worth it..

Saw headbands for 1.50.GREAT BARGAIN! So its another 45 mins choosing them. Hanah was making stupid faces posing to the mirror w e headband.
aiya..girl girl..

I bought 12 bangles & 2 headbands, Thanks Zam.
He bought 12 bottles of Icedive deodrant frm Adidas.
In the end,Hanah came out buying nothing.

Hanah: We must come back again when i have e money to buy bangles!!Ive not had enough of this place.MUST MUST.
Were tired by then..Cab HOME!!

Zam: I want new taxis.
You mofo. We're all dead & You can still willing to wait for a new taxi? Sent Hanah home to e bustop & Me+ Zam went home.
Me: Thanks alot eh Zam,had fun.. Goodnight:]
Zam: Nights. Love you.( Kisses me on my forehead):]
Slept at 4 aftr talkin to Zam...
Nights love.

Mayan prophecy.Freaky enough?

2009-01-05T21:52:00.008+08:00

Back to school today.
Omg was that boring.9-5 doin nothing.
New intake kids are so not cute.
Feet hurts like fuck coz of the stupid 4 inch heels.
Got caught for my stupid skirt again by some Mofos.
no offence but yeah..I mean, lotsa bitches have shorter skirts than mine & I ALTERED IT ALREADY YOU IDIOT!!!NOT FAIR!
Class ended at 5, went home, met Zam at home, had TOM YAM.mum cooked it.delicious as ever..

Mayan Calendar
Was reading this article on Judgement Day, on 21-12-2012.It really freaked me out coz there have been so mny articles on em..e Mayan calendar stated that..Overheard frm a classmate that thre was this show on National Geographc bout researchs found this documents from Mayan times.A calendar was found & it ended on december 2012.Others include drawings of helicopter & handphone..I mean, those things never existed thousands of yrs ago! Aliens would rule Erath & stuff like tht..Was this news article last yr if im nt wrng bout Us pple went to China to research on the oil there..Dug up tunnel & few pple saw this creature w human body & freaky head...Don't knw la..There hav been like soo many signs Kiamat's coming..Come to think bout it...like 9-11, Tsunami blablabla...But still, No one ever knws when it'l happen.Only God.
Go check on google or sth, Mayan prophecy.
So How?

Dread..

2009-01-04T23:12:00.003+08:00

Back to School toms!Fuck.Not really lookin forward to it...Just can't wait for this school life in ite to be over.Its way to freakin boring. Holy mother...Attachment in like 6 months time, & il meet newbies in school toms:)
anyways..movin on.Met lex yest at Town, or was it 2 days ago? Went Art friend & helped her made this Christmas presents for her friends.
So hung out at McCafe & pasted photos on the hat..turned out cute actually.
Nw Mother fuckin ass Mezen fahmi whatever name that Dog deserves is talkin to me.
OH MY GOD YOU MOTHERFUCKIN ASSHOLE.GO SUCK PIG'S ASS.IM THRU WITH YOU & UR STUPID LIFE, & COURSE I HOPE U DIE SOON.DUH.AND WHAT JUST COZ UR 18 UR MATURE?FUCK THAT.haha mofo.

sleepy now.gonna sleep.tomr blog again i guess.
ciao.

Year Two thousand nine

2009-01-03T18:41:00.002+08:00

Shoots..
Its 09 already?
New year's was Fun.Went Attica w Jo & Marilin.Wild & sexy night.
Danced all night & saw som cuties over there.
UNFORTUNATELY.Saw som idiots there too.
Fuck Stupid wedges i wore hurt that much,had like 4 blisters.
Im eighteen.SOON.
Good?Bad?Anyways after that ard 4 met Zam & friends(They went to Siloso), went to KTM, had brakfast.Or supper.had nasi lemak.Omg couldnt eat that much.head's fucked.aft that went home & slept alll th way till 5pm..WOOhoo.NEw year!Pictures update soon..

Girls will always be girls...

2008-12-29T20:40:00.004+08:00

Me lexi & Jo

Sighs..
New year in 3 days time & my plans are fucked up.
Got 3 best girlfriends whom i planned on celebratin wth.Now they're fighting & im fucked.
Ugh!!
OMG girls can u guys please put ur personal grudges aside & celebrate New years?
So..yups.I really don't knw.
Tim's askin me out also & lexi love & me planned on hangin out at her place to chill.
Jo's partyin @ Attica & who should i go with?
Both girls arnt talkin to each other what more wantin to celebrate together.
YEAY my rashes are gettin better..i guess.Had this weird stupid dream bout me takin SBS bus from KL to sing.journey takes 16 hours.stupid stupid dream.
New years' resolution?Not in my mind yet.
School's startin soon i don't knw when.No one knws.haha.
again.Zam's sleeping like a pig now.
Im cravving for porridge idk y.
Been tryin to upload blog skin snce jst nw but can't.
FUCK!! ARGGH!

SoSo boring.

2008-12-29T12:36:00.000+08:00

Oh my freakin God.
Im @ Zam's place and im havin phreakin ass rashes.
Shit!
Can someone tell me how to get rid of it like asap before New year's?
Read Hanah's Blog & Yeah Fahmi's a dickster.
Met Tim yesterday at hougang & he's so nice.Hung out & crapped bout or Kindof pathetic lives.
Today he's back in camp.
So mad at my stupid baby Cat coz he's causin my rashes, dirty Cat.
On the bright side....

My love hanah & me.yeah i looked bad.

Attica for New year's w Jo, Livie maybe and others,while Zam & friends b goin to Siloso party.
New years Baby!
Can't wait to see hanah again & Lexi cos shes away & Idk where she went.
Stupid fuck.
Oh zam just offered me Ferrero Rocher.
Later again.Ciao.

Everyone's at it

2008-12-26T12:14:00.000+08:00

Im in...
Hello all...
Hello Uranus...

I want to be rich and I want lots of money.I don’t care about clever I don’t care about funny.I want loads of clothes and I want a fuck load of diamonds.I heard people die while they are trying to find them.

I’ll take my clothes off and it will be shameless. ‘Cuz everyone knows that’s how you get famous. I’ll look at the sun and I’ll look in the mirror. I’m on the right track yeah I’m on to a winner.

I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore. I don’t know how were meant to feel anymore. When do you think it will all become clear. ‘Cuz I’m being taken over by The Fear.

Life’s about film stars and less about mothers. It’s all about fast cars and cussing each other. But it doesn’t matter cause I’m packing plastic, and that’s what makes my life so fucking fantastic.

And I am a weapon of massive consumption and its not my fault it’s how I’m program to function.Forget about guns and forget ammunition. Cause I’m killing them all on my own little mission. Now I’m not a saint but I’m not a sinner. Now everything is cool as long as I’m getting thinner.

Oh my gosh i really love this song by lily.she's my bitch.. Anyways, im just sittin here alone at Zam's place & he's sleepin like a dead cow.Oh he is.Supposed to meet Tim cute today, but its my 2nd day, & my tummy hurts like crap. & in so no mood to do anythin.Muhd fahmi bin sth sth.aka.Mezen(My ex Fucked Bf) texted me up, his mum's birthday today, invited me, course i said No coz i never wanna see my fuckedEx.Speakin bout him, he's my ex of 2 years ++ and hes so fucked. One of the most horrible, asshole you'l ever meet.Trust me. He's self obsessive, spends longer time in e loo than me, but lettin him go was one of the hardest.felt so wasted.Maybe coz he's e first i ever gave everything to.He's MINAHS & TYPICALS' best choice.il talk more abt him soon, maybe?if you guys wanna know more, if he's even worth my time.

Today evening,Went Tp interchange, they had this Pasar Malam goin on, went w Zam, i bought candy Floss & shared a coconut drink.Yumyum.

Yest hung out w zam & friends, first bugis NYDC, then to Fullerton 1's Starbucks..We walked from Raffles Mrt, & got caught in e rain.Zam was a total Gentleman to have put on his coat hoodie on me while he wore my cardigan and carried my bag. & since my Puma slippers wernt of any much help to keep me from Un slipping, he held me hand. Plus i was sick.Thank you Zam. Ur such a sweetheart.. In e end at starbucks it stopped rainin & i ordered Green Tea java Chip Frap.Yum Yum.Oh Yeah, Saw Fadzli, this manager from Starbucks, uhh, someone i met some time ago this year, e day after i broke up w my ex( 18 April 08)

OMG I NEED A JOB.Im dead broke for New years'.Havin school holidays now till 5th Jan.Someone offer me a decent job?

Okay im startin to Crap again, someone needs to shove a shoe in my mouth.

Eh e ponyo ponyo adv on tv is fuckin killin me, its annoyying....
Antm On tevee now..
gonna watch..
ciao!